Sunday, June 17, 2012
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
We have been accused of gossip
gos·sip
[gos-uhp] Show IPA noun, verb, -sipedor -sipped, -sip·ing or -sip·ping.noun
1.
idle talk or rumor, especially about the personal or private affairs of others: the needless gossip about Hollywood stars.
2.
light, familiar talk or writing.
3.
Also, gos·sip·er, gos·sip·per. a person given totattling or idle talk.
The Abensur Family (Jack, Goon, Elder-ish type people) likes to throw words around that are frequently missed used. Gossip is being misused describe the information and feelings shared these blogs. We share true information and how we REALLY feel about things that effected us as children and adults. So that's not what gossip means. Also we take what we write seriously.
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Monday, March 19, 2012
over 20,000
WOW! In less than 7 months this blog has reached over 20,000 hits! That's amazing. Without all of you, none of this could have happened. Really... without all the people who were obsessed with being more than who they really are, none of this would have happened. At this point I really don't care if I piss you off. You, the generation from the 70's-80's, that assisted in the ascension of Jack (The Toucher) Hickman. This blog was never really for you. It wasn't started for new age god hunters who can't accept that human is just what you are (you know there are some nice natural drugs that can aid you on your search). It's not for those who are looking to rehash their glory days of fun and excitement. It wasn't started so you could try again to touch base with those you lost years ago. It WAS for all those who didn't choose to fall at the feet of your demented father-figure. It was for the generations that followed you. The children that were forced to believe and now are stuck with the shit you started. If you haven't pick up on it, I don't like you. Your weakness and need to escape the life or people you come from gave power to men who would be nothing without you. Who's a victim? If you raise you're hand and joined this group by you're own free will, than you my friend are a delusional ass wipe. I think there's a shampoo out there for that.
I'm getting so sick and tired of ass hats like Richard/Michael/Jacob. People who want back in or want to be "friends" again. You're an idiot if you do. An IDIOT. I'm an actually victim of this shit. AND I hate your asses. I hate that I have to write a stupid fucking blog about this shit. Yes I know I could stop at anytime, but that wouldn't be the right thing to do, would it? There are others out there who are in the same position I was in years ago and they need to be supported. So here's the JACK HICKMAN BLOG. And here is the rant about how much I hate you and can't stand the thought of your nostalgia.
Happy 20,000 hits in under 7 months. Funny, because its only visited by about 100 to 200 different people. Hey creepers! How ya doing?
Ass hats
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Things you should be aware of
Did I ever mention my husband is a super sexy IT Greek god? Really! Not only is he hot, but he's also quite brilliant.
If you know what a proxy sever is then you are probably using one. Due to the increased poor behavior of some creepers, proxy severs will not be allowed on this site. If you are found using one, it will be blocked. Also, if you are trying to use this blog to reconnect with this group, you will block you. And again the Facebook group claim was false. It was a ploy from someone trying to start his own cult.
If you know what a proxy sever is then you are probably using one. Due to the increased poor behavior of some creepers, proxy severs will not be allowed on this site. If you are found using one, it will be blocked. Also, if you are trying to use this blog to reconnect with this group, you will block you. And again the Facebook group claim was false. It was a ploy from someone trying to start his own cult.
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Hi Mom
Mom this is an open letter to you.
It dawned on me the other day, that by the time you realized that this was all bullshit it was too let. You stayed too long and the piece of trash you call husband cut you off from any of your girlfriends. Jack told you (your words) "That I'm not allowed to divorce your father". Something about being god's will. Jack lied to you. I know you know this. I know you hate my father. That's OK. You have good reason to. But because of what Jack said and did to our family, what you let Jack, Dad, and Lev do to our family, I can never speak to you again. Not for me but for my babies. I know you love me. Apart of me still loves you. But you lied to me about who you are. You're not a strong woman. Your moral compass is isn't stronger than your fear of people knowing your dirty secrets.
I don't know what I would do if my kids grew up and told me they couldn't love me anymore for fear I might damage my grandchildren as I damaged them. I think I would cry, beg, plead not to loss my babies. They have taught me about life, love, anger, breathing (lots of breathing), humor, and humility. So if they told me stay away... I think I might died inside.
Mom you are a lair. You can try to say that it wasn't only your fault that our childhood was so messed up, but Dad has severe mental problems and you were the only one who could make decisions. You can't argue this. He talks to himself all the time when he thinks no one can hear him. He doesn't just talk to himself, he has whole conversations. AND he has done this for as long as I can remember.
You were the only one capable of calling the shots in that house. But you let him make the decision. So we were beaten, my sister and I were raped, Lev was raped(by Jack?). Our childhoods made of ash. It's hard to build a life on a foundation of ash, but I did it. And I have to say, with no thanks to you. That breaks my heart more than I have words for.
Mom you broke my heart.
It dawned on me the other day, that by the time you realized that this was all bullshit it was too let. You stayed too long and the piece of trash you call husband cut you off from any of your girlfriends. Jack told you (your words) "That I'm not allowed to divorce your father". Something about being god's will. Jack lied to you. I know you know this. I know you hate my father. That's OK. You have good reason to. But because of what Jack said and did to our family, what you let Jack, Dad, and Lev do to our family, I can never speak to you again. Not for me but for my babies. I know you love me. Apart of me still loves you. But you lied to me about who you are. You're not a strong woman. Your moral compass is isn't stronger than your fear of people knowing your dirty secrets.
I don't know what I would do if my kids grew up and told me they couldn't love me anymore for fear I might damage my grandchildren as I damaged them. I think I would cry, beg, plead not to loss my babies. They have taught me about life, love, anger, breathing (lots of breathing), humor, and humility. So if they told me stay away... I think I might died inside.
Mom you are a lair. You can try to say that it wasn't only your fault that our childhood was so messed up, but Dad has severe mental problems and you were the only one who could make decisions. You can't argue this. He talks to himself all the time when he thinks no one can hear him. He doesn't just talk to himself, he has whole conversations. AND he has done this for as long as I can remember.
You were the only one capable of calling the shots in that house. But you let him make the decision. So we were beaten, my sister and I were raped, Lev was raped(by Jack?). Our childhoods made of ash. It's hard to build a life on a foundation of ash, but I did it. And I have to say, with no thanks to you. That breaks my heart more than I have words for.
Mom you broke my heart.
Rules... kinda
1.) No peddling bullshit: If you have message you want to put out there, start your own blog. I get to pick the crap that's goes up here.
2.)Don't push your luck: I truly believe in the 1st amendment. I really don't like it sometimes (KKK, Jack, Tom Cruise, Snookie), but that's what happens when you truly support something. You take the good with the bad. You also have to know when it's gone too far. If you are being creepy or promoting any illegal acts (masturbating on adolescent, etc...) you will be booted.
3.) Don't post links on here unless you check with me first: I'm not going to have another fiasco like Jacob/Richard/Michael/Numb Nuts/ Epstein-Barr/ Jingleheimer-Schmidt again if I can help it. So email me before you post a link in the comments. If you can't abide (like The Dude), I will block you.
And lastly because I'm in a mood and it's not a good one:
4.You're not special: I don't care what your mommy and daddy might have told you. There are 7 billion people on this planet. Very little chance you are "The One". Useless you have a genetic disorder or abnormality that science can use to save lives, than you would be awesome... but also forgotten quickly except in medical journals. It need to be said
2.)Don't push your luck: I truly believe in the 1st amendment. I really don't like it sometimes (KKK, Jack, Tom Cruise, Snookie), but that's what happens when you truly support something. You take the good with the bad. You also have to know when it's gone too far. If you are being creepy or promoting any illegal acts (masturbating on adolescent, etc...) you will be booted.
3.) Don't post links on here unless you check with me first: I'm not going to have another fiasco like Jacob/Richard/Michael/Numb Nuts/ Epstein-Barr/ Jingleheimer-Schmidt again if I can help it. So email me before you post a link in the comments. If you can't abide (like The Dude), I will block you.
And lastly because I'm in a mood and it's not a good one:
4.You're not special: I don't care what your mommy and daddy might have told you. There are 7 billion people on this planet. Very little chance you are "The One". Useless you have a genetic disorder or abnormality that science can use to save lives, than you would be awesome... but also forgotten quickly except in medical journals. It need to be said
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Monday, January 23, 2012
You lucky bastards
The more I go through this pile of crape that you deem "life lessons", I'm struck over and over again by the same thought. You people a racist misogynistic assholes. The worst part is I use to be one of you. You think you're better than the rest of the world? Anyone who can read or listen to this crap and believe it is either weak minded or a monster. Third option is that you are truly mentally deficient. If there is a god, you are sooooo fucked. So I'm going to stand over here, because when the lighting comes... yeah...
Lovingly,
Me
Lovingly,
Me
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Christmas came early this year (since it's the new year)
I just received a ton of teachings for a person of awesomeness. Thank you again and again you awesome person you!
So it's going to take me some time to get through all of these "Teachings"/crap.
But for now I will just say I have improved my Lego collection and I'm not afraid to use it.
So it's going to take me some time to get through all of these "Teachings"/crap.
But for now I will just say I have improved my Lego collection and I'm not afraid to use it.
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Monday, January 16, 2012
Passing the Seed
Firstly I would like to say that in researching the phrase "Passing the Seed", I learned a lot about germination of tomatoes.
So from what I've read, the word "seed" means your offspring.
Abraham's seed is Isaac
Isaac's seed is Jacob and Esau
Jacob... had A LOT of seeds... (if you had twin-ish sisters, you would too.)
The point I'm getting at is that biblically speaking Jack broke a big rule. When you knowing spill seaman on a non-vaginal area you are wasting your potential seed.
See I'm fine with Jack-off being gay. I believe everyone has the right to love freely. So long as it's not an abuse of power, rape, or molestation. Also lying to justify your acts is transparent and sad.
So if Jack-off or one of his special friends, jacked off on you and told you it was god's will, then you should know... IT WAS A LIE.
Don't believe me? Read. Educate yourself.
http://www.openbible.info/topics/spilling_your_seed
So from what I've read, the word "seed" means your offspring.
Abraham's seed is Isaac
Isaac's seed is Jacob and Esau
Jacob... had A LOT of seeds... (if you had twin-ish sisters, you would too.)
The point I'm getting at is that biblically speaking Jack broke a big rule. When you knowing spill seaman on a non-vaginal area you are wasting your potential seed.
See I'm fine with Jack-off being gay. I believe everyone has the right to love freely. So long as it's not an abuse of power, rape, or molestation. Also lying to justify your acts is transparent and sad.
So if Jack-off or one of his special friends, jacked off on you and told you it was god's will, then you should know... IT WAS A LIE.
Don't believe me? Read. Educate yourself.
http://www.openbible.info/topics/spilling_your_seed
Sunday, January 15, 2012
So?
Did you attend the meeting? How'd it go? Did ask you for money? Did they tell you to give money?
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Freckles says
Hampton Inn? Are you sure? See this hasn't sounded right to me. Isn't it the Wyndham Hotels by the Maine Mall? It has been for the last however many years. The hotel used to be called the Sheraton, you can see it from I 95, It's got two huge towers and lots of conference room spaces. It's where they have everything! Did they change it this year?
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Wonder if they changed dates
"LEADERSHIP"
January 14th, 2012 at the Hampton Inn South Portland Airport location from 4-8pm
"ALL FAMILY MEMBERS"
January 15th, 2012 same location from 9:30-4.
January 14th, 2012 at the Hampton Inn South Portland Airport location from 4-8pm
"ALL FAMILY MEMBERS"
January 15th, 2012 same location from 9:30-4.
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Friday, January 6, 2012
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Annual Family Meeting
"LEADERSHIP"
January 14th, 2012 at the Hampton Inn South Portland Airport location from 4-8pm
"ALL FAMILY MEMBERS"
January 15th, 2012 same location from 9:30-4.
Come one, come all!!
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